Colorful Life
Hurtful LOve
This poster is titled ‘Burning Touch‘. It symbolizes the sensory issues I face, especially around unwanted contact or touch. But mainly, it symbolizes the admiration I would have for people close to me, however this would drive me to overlook their very prominent red flags.
This poster is titled ‘Manipulated Love’. It symbolises my challenges with being aroace and the pain it caused me to try and conform to mainstream romantic interest. It also symbolizes the pain I felt in a previous manipulative romantic relationship.
This poster is titled ‘Three of Swords’. If you are familiar with tarot cards you can understand the meaning. But for those who aren’t, each sword is put in by your past, future, and present self. Symbolizing the painful nature of manipulative relationships and the sacrifices it drives you to make.
The Yellows
The Yellows
The Yellows
This poster was inspired by recent experiences of mine, dealing with depression. Also inspired by the song The Yellows by Boy Jr. Representing the feeling of depression and how sometimes you become unable to feel or cry. Staying in a tortuous loop of a ‘middle’ or ’yellow’ feeling.
Aroace Pain
The Yellows
The Yellows
This poster was inspired by my experiences with being Aroace, or in other words, Aromantic and Asexual. This sexuality is where someone is incapable of romantic or sexual feelings, despite in some cases wanting to. From my experiences, this sexuality has been a love hate relationship of confusion and desperation to fit in like everyone else with love.
This poster was inspired by the experience of sexism and racism. (However, racism is a story I can’t personally tell) How people are treated different just because of their anatomy or color of their skin, but in reality we are all flesh and bones inside.
This poster was inspired by the experience of menstrual periods and the pain that comes from such a curse. Especially since some people make it out to seem like a gift, when many are tortured by it each month.
This poster was inspired by recent events in my home country, the United States of America. There are many scary things happening here and many are fighting to speak up. So am I, and I am fighting to be as educated as I can.
This is a New Year’s Eve art piece, I made to commemorate the end of the 2024 year. Inspired by Impossible Year by Panic! At the Disco.
Disappointment
This drawing represents my internal disputes, sometimes feeling so bad about how I am and act, I feel disappointed. The young girl on the left in purple is younger me, and the silhouette on the right is future me. The middle character is how I present currently.
Self - Destruction
This art piece represents my challenge with being an intense empath and the danger of not having personal boundaries. This action led me to be drained and burnt to nothing for years, pouring out all I had.
Draw Me Another World
This drawing represents my long standing feelings of reality and its presentation. I’ve always dreamed of living in a drawing, hand painted, imperfect and beautiful, full of color. Sometimes this feeling pushes me to the point of despair as I try to escape in literature to even get close to my dream.
Something Rotten
This poster was inspired by the song Something Rotten by Calypso. It is representative of an eating disorder and the difficulty of eating in restaurants. Also the OCD worry of eating something that could cause you to become sick, and worrying about what’s exactly in your food.
They Can Bleed
This poster was inspired by the song They Can Bleed by Waitress. It represents the corruption and abuse of women, who are treated as objects or dolls. Too delicate, but never seen as human and always objectified. They can bleed too, as they are human just the same as a man, yet they are treated so differently.
Self - Ish
This poster was inspired by the song Dr. Sunshine is Dead by Will Wood and The Tapeworms. It represents the different parts that make up a personality and how sometimes they don‘t always fit together. Causing them to flow out at random and lead to confusion and distress. Triggered sometimes by trama and personality disorders.
FORMALDEHYDE
This art piece is inspired by the album FORMALDEHYDE by CALYPSO. But a lot of it was based off my own imagination.
Another Twist
This poster was inspired by an episode of The Magnus Archives, Mag 101 titled, Another Twist. This scene depicted was described by Mike Crew in the episode, and brought to life by my own interpretation.
A Matter of Perspective
This poster is inspired by an episode of The Magnus Archives, Mag 106, A Matter of Perpective.
About My digital art
Who are my characters?
In my digital art, most often my characters are original and made up from my own imagination. But often I gain inspiration from my favorite shows or video games. My pieces take from 1 to 5 days to complete, depending on my schedule. The program I use is called Sketchbook.